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I'm deep fire under the water.
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My name is Nacholuskey and this is my first post in my profile ever since I come here now on.
I have erased my passed posts because it was in my changing stage. I grown up for like 5 years in only 9 months, because when you learn the real path of life alone by yourself, you change.
Things have changed since I walk in the adulthood. My life started to change when I was just 18, because at that time I needed to move on and explore the Now 3 years later I'm here at the age of 21 and I do what an adult do. Working and living by my own, without parents or any tutor.
I lived a lot of experience. A lot of changes, a lot of problems and at last.. A lot of smiles.
By everything I learn in my life, I learn one thing.
Life is not made of sadness and despair. Life is made of what you think and care.
Because your life is made on your battle you choose to get along. And alas, that's what I choosed in the past.
Moving on is hard.
But the strengh that come after the feeling you lose something you couldn't change, worth it.
Leaving the past behind and walk away from it worth any price. Because what is behind your past will never come back alive and nothing will stop you to leave it, except yourself.
I don't say it easy to leave it. I don't say that was a beautiful dream back there or I just killed a dragon right now. What I say is grown up and evolving into a new self that come to maturity.
A stage where you don't know what could ends with you and accept the pathern without fighting. Fighting the change that take you away from you previous life and put this one into another one. Another one who nobody have the power to change it except you. And you are the only owner to take it or leave it. Leave what you couldn't change and change you life through salvation. Hope. And the most of the world that could give you. ''Love.''
Because love is what will give you the power to stay alive once in for all. At any cost and lost.
I don't say it easy to change. I don't say I'm a hero born or lived lots of lots of training or experience in my life at all.
But what I say is, life is worth it to live.
And change whatever you need to change to be happier. Worth it too.
I have enough of time lost. I have enough of let it hold in myself or leave it to another one.
I have enough. I simply have enough living like a child who won't grown up.
My life is getting better since now I write this here. Things keep going on without someone else doing the things for me or procratination, lazy decision, blaming others to be the one who make bads decision. Nobody make bad decision for my life. My life is mine. And nobody have an holding hand on it except me. My life is my life. Yes its selfish for the one who think it. And I don't care. My life is mine. And I take care of it. Nobody have to listening through what I choose to do or saying.
My life worth it.
And if whatever one of you say no. F.U.C.K Y.O.U.S.E.L.F
I don't care of who the fucker think he have any 'power' or something to say whatever he think 'Its good for him to listen what I say'.
I don't care of anyone who have a brilliant idea to change the fuck up of someone else.
You know why the reason I say thet? Because you are not this fucking person. At all.
And if you think you can push people to listen to what you say and they don't want to heard from you. You completely lost it.
Because if what you say harms anyone who listening, SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GO AWAY !
I DON'T FUCKING CARE ABOUT YOUR LIFE IF YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT MINE! THAT'S EQUAL FOR THE WORLD AND IF YOU DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT THE WORLD! WELL! THE WORLD DON'T GIVE THE FUCK ABOUT YOU !
Well. I think this got into good conclusion.
Indeed I think I will sleep well this night. Living new experiences and new challenge. Kill a bear in Alaska and throwing knifes with my bare foots.
I made the greatest thing by just being myself.
And I'm sure you will be great to be yourself if you find out life is a beautiful world when you decide by stoping lying at yourself and listening your own heart and accept your precious life.
Because you know what is cool ?
Its great to be your true color!
And I know at the end I'm not the only one alone to do that.
Here is my song for this moment of my life.
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